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豐子愷的散文集《閑居》我愛讀,退休的日子就是閑居閑過。“若儒若佛若道若神仙”。“儒是中國人的工作狀態,道是中國人的娛樂狀態”。中國人分不清工作狀態和娛樂狀態。佛是不是應該是人的退休狀態?不管是在哪裏。
豐子愷是大漫畫家,他早年好像也受過很好的音樂訓練。他的老師叫李什麽來著(很熟悉的名字一時也會想不起)。李寫過著名的火了唱[
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我和糖尿病作鬥爭快十五年了,但是還是不太明白血糖能把人怎麽着?愛高不高不喝高。這幾天醫生給我添了新式血糖檢測儀,粘個東西在二肱肌的背後,密碼輸到監視器裏,你的血糖就被全天候地監測了。不知道這玩意是不是中國製造?它測出的血糖值和針扎手指測的血糖值高兩帕(最近有些喜歡台灣,台灣人說百分數就說帕,兩帕就是百分之二十,而大陸人愛説啪啪,我[
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《老年絮語》有說:人生只有三天:昨天、今天、明天;人生只有三年:童年、中年、老年;人生只有三幕:揭幕、幕裏、落幕。這就是中文,聽完一聲嘿嘿。“三天”說,“三幕”說。。。坏事不過三?三七二十一。“三軍過後儘開顔”,新時代的三字經。去庫存,去杠桿,保就業,保民生,説這些話的李克强死了有段日子了,中國“增慫”還在增慫[
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也許因爲緬懷我自己高中畢業五十周年,我喜歡聼聼大合唱。現在的好聽單曲不好找,再好聼的歌成天聼也不好聼。感覺現在中國的文藝枯萎了。
台灣的小男生小女生合唱的羅大佑的《童年》,唱得迷人也喚醒我沉睡的青春。誰沒有過青春?台灣的初中生比我們早些年上初中時看起來單純和幸福。台灣民主治國已經三十年了。歲月如激流。我都不知道我是多大歲數才知道幸[
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中國的大思想家胡適有過一段話說:美國來了,有自由也有麵包;蘇聯來了,有麵包沒自由;他們來了,沒麵包沒自由。胡適死在台灣的時候,我在中國十幾歲,那時候完全不知道什麽是自由,好像也從來沒有吃過麵包。時代進步了,中國性了,到處性:可讀性、可持續性。。。性侵。當我第一次讀到這個新鮮詞的時侯,完全不知道是什麽意思。是不是侵犯自由可以叫自親?[
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外邊的日子很湍急,不上班的老頭很靜氣。
一年一度的四月十九日又來了,這個日子是我母親的祭日。因爲母親離開這個給她帶來太多苦痛的世界時我沒能趕回去讓她握著我的胖手撒手人寰而一直感到心堵。我是母親的最愛(最愛當個名詞好像也不錯),她也是我的最愛。最愛的意思是愛得沒有條件,傾其所有。世上大概只有母與子的愛是最愛。六十嵗以後的老兩口的相依[
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老在美國有時會很寂寞。不管怎末認真學英語,認真看美國電影,甚至連美國的電視劇也看,總是對人家的文化感到陌生。文化是什麽呢?我覺得是虛實交織的印象和經歷。虛指的是小説電影等來路,實指的是自己親身過往。新中國的體驗太雷人。
我離開中國已經快四十年了,中間回去過六七次。我媽是六年前去世的,媽沒了,家就沒了。但是我還是每天關注中國。每天都[
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老了説起記憶多是悲傷,明明昨天才讀的一段書,今天回想起就已經是一片模糊,再過幾天怕是連影子也沒了。青春的時候,我可不是這樣。上中學的時候有兩門課,我都是平日不學,考試前緊抱佛脚。一門是政治;另一門是英語。在新中國,政治是最扯淡的事,政治課是最扯淡的課。我們上中學的時候,政治課分成三科:哲學、政治經濟學、和黨屎。哲學,“事物都是一[
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這兩天中學同學發來微信,邀請在美游子回國參加高中畢業五十周年紀念。我上過的中學叫陝西師大一附中。日子真的如湍流,一湍就是五十年。感謝生命,感謝母系遺傳,我還活著,而且記憶力雖説衰退,倒也鮮活,上中學的一幕一幕還在記憶裏一蹦一跳。我是一九六九年的秋天上的中學。那年是中國的大年。耄胖滿面紅光(血壓高,心臟不好),整天被億萬人民“萬壽[
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人生就是過日子,過著過著就老了,日子也快沒得過了。
小時候傻,天天盼著快點長,全不知道長大幹嘛?我小時候聽過很多的豪言。早年聽到:樹雄心、雄心是什麽心?立壯志,壯志是個什麽志?”志存胸中躍紅日,樂在天涯戰惡風“。小心被忽悠得熱乎乎;腦袋被忽悠得和木瓜差不多。嘴舌胃不快樂,因爲沒有好吃的,身子無感無語無覺。
”志“是個虛[
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